Brian Matteson - Unattainable

An autumn seed
October 83'
The clock is broken in my mind
A long and winding road
I'm travelling alone
Drifting through sounds
Spinning around in time
Waiting to expire

Searching for a love, unconditional, unbreakable
I've been losing sleep and telling lies
Chasing after dreams, unattainable, I'm not able
To separate what's wrong from what is right

Abandoned dreams
My pale fantasies
Like ghosts they fade into the night
Expectancy corrodes
Aspirations in repose
The steepened decline
The deepening divide
From what I've been denied

Searching for a love, unconditional, unbreakable
I've been losing sleep and telling lies
Chasing after dreams, unattainable, I'm not able
To separate what's wrong from what is right

Unattainable